Why do you question - joy, contentedness, peace and serenity? Is it so hard for you to accept the rewards of all your work? Receiving is not based on worthiness, it is your right. This blessed state is who you are. It is your natural state of being.
This is the blessing of the Christ Consciousness that your time flows easily, unimpeded each moment you spend whether it is in work, solitude or the company of others. This peacefulness radiates from you and enhances your experience with everyone you come contact with and share in your energies.