You have been working hard and diligently to be self-aware. Your angels and guides want you to release the pressure you place upon yourself as if it is a judgment that you are not already there. Life is a journey, self-awareness is a grand culmination but it is not the Be All or End All. It is truly about loving yourself in each step or phase of this continual unfolding and expansion of yourself as a spark of the Divine.
Your guides want you to enjoy the daily process and each step more joyfully and fully.