Abundance comes in magical forms and from unexpected delights. We have to be able to believe in miracles. You say you want a miracle and when it shows up - you disbelieve or turn your thoughts to trying to rationalize or analyze instead of embracing it and living in the moment. Your own thoughts can twist is into being something to fear.
Your ego and self judgment wants you to think you're unworthy - Don't allow your thoughts to ruin the treasure spirit is allowing into your life.
You try to diminish the miracle by finding flaws in it, like saying, "It's too good to be true". Well open up see it with your heart not your mind. Your mind will tell you 100 million ways it won't work - your heart will just accept what is and embrace it with love.
See the joy in the moment, live the now and Be Present, Be Grateful and Be Love. More of the same will be attracted to you and this Love which is yours by right, happiness, bliss, peace and harmony is ours because we are the extensions of the Divine. This is our true legacy our true spirit.
So Rejoice, Sing Hymns of Praise join the Angelic beings surrounding you with Light and Love. Go joyfully into this new adventure of Ascension into Love.